Note; sorry this is so short, but really, I just wanted to finally start posting something. If I get a positive response, (even one) I'll actually work at finishing this, and the next
Pairing: Spike/Xander, Xander/Cordy(canon only), Xander/? (It's a secret, shh.)Rating: this chapter, R for language; overall NC-17
Spoilers: Season 2
Disclaimer: These characters and settings are created by and therefore owned by Joss Whedon et al. This is more proof that Goddess loves us and wants us to be happy. I won't make any money by writing this, it is merely an exercise in mental masturbation.
30 Minutes
If I have to stay cooped up here in this bloody mansion for one more sodding day, I am goin' to kill Angelus, even if it kills Dru. Know what, especially if it kills Dru. Love my dark beauty, she's my sire, but this Daddy thing she's got goin' is about to drive me out of my sodding skull.
Self-involved prats. Think just 'cause 'm sitting in this blasted contraption that 'm helpless, here for his personal use and amusment. Just saunters in an' helps himself to my life, to my lady. But she's not really mine, is she?
You know, it says something, that for 118 years I've done everything for Dru, taken care of her, kept her, well, undead, fed her, loved her, and all it takes is a fuckin' twitch of his sodding *finger* and she's on her back for 'Daddy'.
I hate being love's bitch, almost as much as I hate being Angelus' plaything.
I've killed a lot of people, but it wasn't about *hurting* people. It was about the thrill, the fight, the hunt and catch; even killing Slayers was about the dance, the slash and thrust, parry and ripost, not about torture or mind-fucks. Not like Angelus. And Angel's just a fuckin' poncey version, so involved in his own 'oh, woe is me, for I have been a right bastard' brooding to ever admit that soul or no soul, wanker did as he liked.
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What the hell kind of name for a Slayer is 'Buffy,' anyway?
She's not half-bad with the fighting, Watcher must not be a total prat. She doesn't have the body or style of Niki Wood, or the training of Xin Rong, but I'll say this for her, she's got a hell of an attitude. Makes her an interesting study. But 'Buffy'? I mean 'Buffy'? Ooh, 'm scared- it's *Buffy*! And to top that, is the Watcher slipping? A Slayer with friends? Weakness just waiting to be exploited. On the other hand, it makes her a bit unpredictable, look what happened to the Master. And the sodding ritual. Not to mention, her mum's a right terror.
God, I'm ready to leave this bloody town.
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